you can listen to them -- >> he went outside, our main captor, it was like a farm house, and he was begging his commander to let him kill two of us. and the commander refused. he said there are six of them. come on, why don't -- why don't i give you four and i'll keep two. and the commander wouldn't let him. one time they were moving a metal tub of water, dragging it across the floor. if you're blindfold his and think you may be interrogated. i thought maybe they were going to put us in the tub, with electricity, your mind goes to bad places. you try to push those thoughts out. and when that doesn't happen, you're not interrogated or tortured, you start to feel okay, i'm comfortable in this place. >> every time you move it all starts again. >> exactly. >> we were here, they wanted to move us here, it is a place that is very hard core shiaa, very loyal to the government. mostly surrounded by the rebels, it is being air-supplied by the syrian government. so this is a hand-in-glove between the relationship, the government and this very nasty militia group. getting to fou 'a wouldn't have been